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HELLO MY NAME IS CLIFTON COUSENS I DIAGNOSED WITH SOMETHING THAT I NEVER WISH THIS ON AN5 ONE THAT IS CALLED A.L.S I’M ONLY 43 A FATHER OF THREE BOY’S WAS MARRIED INTELL I GOT THIS CURES NOW I LOST EVERYTHING MY FAMILY FIGURED I WAS BROKEN GOODS THAT IS NO GOOD TO ANY ONE SO I GET TOSSED OUT LIKE YESTERDAYS TRASH AND NO ONE WANTS NOT EVEN  MY FAMILY SO WHATS WIFE DO SHE WAITES TELL I’M OUT OF THE HOSE BUT SHE MOVES IN WITH ANOTHER GUY WHILE WERE STILL MARRIED I GET NO VISITS FROM MY FAMILY THEY DON’T CARE MY BOY’S DON’T TALK THERE AFRAID  TO LOOK AT ME THE THING I WAN’T IS SOMEONE TO HOLD MY HAND AND SPEND TIME WITH ME SHOW THEY CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND SOME EXTRA $ EVERY MONTH BEFORE  I DIE.